Where am I?

So where am I now? By that I mean, in my life.....I am 41 years old, and FINALLY headed where I think God intends for me to be going. I am for once completely committed to my walk with God, completely committed to let Him do the work that He is faithful to finish in me. And while it might make ME uncomfortable, I am ready for that. I am tired of falling back into the same old thing because it's easier. The easier route takes me back to insecurities, low self esteem, and desires of the flesh. That's NOT where God intends for me to go! I want to step into the next level of relationship with Him, for Him, because of Him.....I want Christ's love to SHINE through me more than it ever has. I want people to be drawn to Him because of what they see He has done for me. I give up all my fleshly desires, I am completely committed, I am ALL IN, I consecrate my life to Him!!! If you are not conducive to my walk with Christ, you are not conducive to my life........